Every time I hear the clock tick in school, either second or minute, I realize how much time I am wasting there, but that's also time closer to me getting out of that jail cell.

I don't remember the last thing I wrote. All I know is Sunday, I cried so hard, I threw up.

I really fucked up this time and that's all I feel like saying.

I have been at Wills for a few days. Actually, just since yesterday.

I've mostly been glued to the XBOX360.

I've been playing Lego Rock Band, Band Hero, one of the many Guitar Heros, Silent Hill or Trivial Pursuit. I've also been playing the several Scene It! games he has. But, I suck at it, so hard.

Right now I am making Ramen noodles, without the flavouring of course, I am going to eat them with Soy Sauce.


I still cannot wait for June. fml.

Note to self: If you ever have to refer to Kara Comegys, please refer to her as Kara Honeycomb.

Story behind the name:

I was asking Kara how to pronouce her last name and I was like, "FFFFF. KARA HONEYCOMB" So she told me it was comma jeez and I told her honyecomb and BAM.

True story.

1] Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning.

2] Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3] Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven’t adapted to the internet, wi-fi, women wearing pants, bi-racial marriage, working women, homogenized milk, GPS units, mobile phones, and MP3 players.

4] Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn’t changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can’t marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

5] Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Brittany Spears’ 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

6] Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile straight couples, and old people shouldn’t be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren’t full yet, and the world needs more children.

7] Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

8] Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That’s why we have only one religion in America.

9] Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That’s why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.















Yep.
I fucked up this time.

Dear my cat loving friends.

Do not watch Gummo, ever. I don't even get this movie and I thought it was terrible. I didn't even watch the last half an hour. There was so muc cat abuse and a whole both of shit. ffff the south.

End rant.



My Aun't pug, Onyx, had puppies with a beagle and this is one of them. (The runt and the one I love most!)

I am thankful for...

Tofurkey, even if it's sold out everywhere.
The internet, for my entertainment.
Dave Gunn, for being a huge inspiration and knowledge bringer. Best hero evar. No legit super powers included, but that's okay.
My Father, for not being a dousche and buying me a pretty sweet bicycle.
Shaun Duane, for being here for longer than almost everyone.
Patti, for spoiling me and be my best friend since I was a wee toddler.
The creators of DDR, because I have no life.
Most of all, My Mother for giving birth to me.
Jessica, for giving me a place to live.

All of my friends for dealing with me.
I know I am awkward, moody and weird. But you guys love me, right?

There is so many other things but they are slipping my mind.

I'll do any edits later.

I've "missed" nearly 20, or more, days of school and yet I my average is an overall 92.


Fuck I love how that works.

I can't wait until July.

I want to live my life 100% without having to be like, "I can't. I have school."

I hate myself less today.

I feel better inside, too.

I only cried a little bit but it made me shake so hard.

I couldn't even sing.

I confuse myself.

The world confuses me.



I'd like to thank everyone that has helped make me who I am.

EXTRA, EXTRA, READ ALL ABOUT IT.

This really butch bitch faked cancer to get money, fake breasts, and her husbands love back.


WHAT. THE. FUCK. Seriously?!

I hate people.


Here is the link:
http://www.sidecarsally.com/2009/11/17/woman-fakes-cancer-for-fake-tits/





I secretly wish she gets cancer and dies.
LIKE THE BOY WHO CRIED WOLF.

I wish I wrote more but my life is so boring.

I met my grandma for the first time.

She thinks I am depressed and a mute, so she offered my pot, even though she doesn't have any and I wouldn't have accepted it any ways.

It just made things awkward. I don't know if I like my Dad that much. He is so redneck.

I guess that is a bad reason not to like him though, huh?

For more than the past week, every day I wake up, I wake up in huge amounts of pain from a headache. Then, when I go to sleep around 12, I wake up around 3 or 4 am...with a headache. I went to school on money and left early and I haven't gone back yet.

This headaches are so painful.

I wish someone would show up at my house with a huge bottle of Tylenol Extra Strength and a heating pad.

I've been missing a lot of school. I can't wait to be done.


My new years resolution is probably going to be Go Vegan before the next year, or just in general. I am scared I am going to let myself down.

I'm that one song that whispers in your ears.
That one song that serves as a reminder of what's
Lost and never found.
Broken and never fixed.

I'm that one song that makes you cry everytime.

This morning I was so cold that I tensed my muscles really tight without realizing it and when I realized and let them un-tense and it hurt so bad. I am already so sick of this weather and it hasn't even snowed yet.

I just dyed parts of my hair crimson red because I am sick of this brown.

I feel prettier, though.



My cousin said she's probably going to make Tofurkey for us on Thanksgiving so for once, I can eat, too.

I love her to death.

I went trick or treating last night.

I took an old pair of pants and an old t-shirt and ripped those up a little bit and took corn syrup and mixed that with red food dye and careful made blood splatters all over my clothes. Then I made myself look zombie-ish with limited make up and then I put the fake blood mixture in my mouth and let it drip down my neck like I just ate someone.

It was pretty sweet.

I ate all my swedish fish and everyone elses.

I probably won't touch the rest of my candy, but who knows.

After that I babysat Ethan and Talen and Seven went to my Moms.

It was a pretty good night.

Yesterday I went to Wal*Mart with my cousin and there was this truck and on the back it had this HUGE sticker that said, "People Eating Tasty Animals." And we put a big huge piece of paper on their windshield that said, "FLESH IS FOR ZOMBIES. SHOOT THE ZOMBIES. " and then in small letters we put, "Hug a chicken, don't eat one."

It made me feel awesome.

I went and saw Paranormal Activity for the second time. People yelled random stuff the whole time and one dude yelled "DID ANYONE ELSE SEE THAT?!" everytime something would appear. It was funny and annoying at the same time. The first time I saw it, it was on a bootlegged screeners copy. There were several differences between the bootlegged copy and the one in theatres. The one in the theatre had a scarier/better ending.


Too bad I am a scardy chicken.

I know I won't sleep well tonight. II'll hold my breathe and twitch at every out of place sound.

I am such a baby.


EDIT:

I hope my boobs don't get any bigger.  I had to get new bras and stuff becuase my old ones just didn't fit right. I am a D something now. I don't really want to go to the next letter. I don't even know what it is. E? AA? Fuck.

Another this is TAZO TEA IS DELISH! The zen green tea with lemongrass and spearmint is sooooooooo good.